Would you swear to keep it?(open)

[Katja Leona Lore]

x. Katja breathed in sharply when she set her down. She stretched up, a wide smile on her face. "That was amazing!" She waved a very polite goodbye, and ran for her house. She stepped inside, and heard not a single noise. She was curious, as usual. She took in a very short breath, and headed upstairs, where he father was usually working in his room.

xx. She moved towards his room, slowly, and stealthily. She poked her head around the door, and instantly froze, nearly screaming. Her father sat with a gun in his hand, dead. There was a bullet to his own head. She felt tears hit her feet and went quickly to her room. She grabbed her laptop, guitar, school bag, and her cat carrier, where her cat lay asleep.

xxx. She took the stairs four at a time, her heart racing out of her chest. She checked for her cell phone, and nodded when she noticed she had it. She came back out to Constance, knowing she didn't give her a chance to leave. There was a look of shock, horror, pain, sadness, and confusion on her face. She didn't speak though. She only looked at the ground. She set her stuff down in the grass, and pulled out her cell phone.

xxxx. She kept her voice even as she spoke. "H-hello...my father...he-he's...dead..." Katja said into the phone. "Suicide..." she whispered, and then listened as the peop eon the other end spoke to her. She nodded and soon hung up her phone. She then dropped her phone, and let her head drop into her hands, crying now.

[*Lindsey*Allen**]

[[Stab my back...

- Constance's highly acute hearing picked up the footsteps that Katja made as she walked up the stairs. She had to make sure she's okay. Then she felt something bad was going to happen. She glanced up at the door and saw Katja run out, brawling. Constance knew something happened, a slightly confused look appeared on her face. Her bright lavender eyes looked at Katja's eyes. She could hear her heart racing very fast. A natural thing for heart to do when you're scared, or immensely shocked. Constance's arms wrapped around Katja's trembleing figure.

[[ It's better when I bleed for you...

- "What in the world happened?" asked Constance, but of course she knew what happened. Her father was dead, he had killed himself. Constance was suddenly angry, "Pathetic humans... Leaving their only child alone..." muttered Constance to herself. Katja was now an orphan. I guess we'll wait here for humans to come..." said Constance. Looking at Katja's house, perhaps she could take Katja in, unless she wanted to live with her relatives or whatever. Constance looked at Katja, "Everything will be alright..." whispered Constance.

[[ You walk on me...

- Constance had a little suspicious feeling, did the dad really kill himself or did a vampire feed on him? Some vampires were known to do that, feed on humans when they're alone in a home and make it staged like a suicide. "Katja... Was your dad... drained of blood or no?" asked Constance. She couldn't quite make out the scent of blood.

[[ Yeah it wasn't enought to do...

[Katja Leona Lore]

x. Katja sobbed into Constances shoulder. "He shot himself...in the head..." she whispered into her shoulder. She didn't care how awkward it may have looked to other people, she was too upset. Her body began shaking a bit, and she struggled to stay standing. "I'm the last in my family...the rest of my family were either killed in the wars, or died at an early age...or...took their own lives..." she whispered.

xx. "I don't want to stay here...while they look through my house..." she whispered. Her heart was racing even faster. She knew what she was going to do now, and she hid it from her friend. She pulled away, and let her cat out of the cage as Kayden padded up. The small black kitten tumbled over to Kayden and jumped onto his back, sitting on the dogs back now. She looked content. Kayden gave a soft whine of greeting to the young kitten.

xxx. Katja watched her two pets keenly, smiling only a bit at how well the kitten and big dog got along. Soon the smile faded as she tensed, looking at the ground. "First my mother...now my daddy..." she whispered quietly, her voice was distant, almost as if she we losing it. She breathed a weak sigh and turned back to Constance.

xxxx. Kayden looked up at Constance. "She's not doing to well..." he barked at her. The kitten nodded solemnly.

[*Lindsey*Allen**]

[[Seize the day...

- Constance looked at Katja, she had exprienced many humans that were close to her die as she lived on for enternity. Constance tried not to get to close to humans. Constance nodded slightly as she explained that he had shot himself. Constance looked at Katja, Constance let go of her grip on Katja as she pulled away to let the small kitten go. Constance smiled slightly bit, seeing that the kitten and the dog had gotten along so well. Constance looked to Katja, "I will take you in, if you want me too... I can make the police believe that I'm your cousin... said Constance. Constance looked at Kayden. "I know... Hopefully she doesn't do anything rather stupid... no offense... Human's emotion are very strong..." thought Constance to the dog. She looked at Katja, her eyes looked into Katja's teary eyes.

[[ Or die regretting the time you lost...

[Katja Leona Lore]

x. Katja nodded very slowly. "Alright." she said, her voice was a bit cold. She looked up at the sky now. Her mind whirled with her thoughts. Her suicide played in her head over and over. She knew it'd happen. She knew it. She wasn't going to let it go until it happened. And if she did succeed, and she ended up alive somehow, she'd cut all ties with her family. But that wasn't going to happen anytime soon. She shoved her hands into her pockets, gazing at the sky like some dumbstruck pup. She finally shook her head, looking eager to get away from here.

[*Lindsey*Allen**]

[[ So bottle it up old love...

- Constance glared at the people, she seemed to be staring at her in admiration of beauty. Constance let out a ver yquiet hiss. SHe hated when people looked at her like this. It happened whenever she's near to humans. Constance looked back at Katja, "Okay, wait here, I'm going to deal with the policemen." said Constance, then she walked off to where the policemen stood. Questioning her about what happened and so on. Constance answered each of them perfectly clearly. The policemen seemed to be dazzled by her beauty and her voice.

[[ And throw it out to sea...

- Constance turned around and and walked toward Katja, "Come on, let's go rent us a hotel room. Apparently I don't have a home, but I do have pently of money to last us oh for about ten years probably." It was pretty obvious, she had been saving up a lot of money in case of emergencies. Like now. Constance started to walk toward in the direction of the town.

[[ Watch it away as you cry...

- Constance and Katja soon reached a hotel, it was a decent one too. Not a 5 star for sure, more like 3 stars. Constance walked in and asked for a room for two. The clerkman blinked at her seemly dazzled by her. Constance gave him a nice grin. The clerkmen blinked once again, and unconsiously gave Constance two card keys, and said, "The rooms free for your miss..." said the clerkmen. Constance shrugged and motioned to Katja to come with her. Walking up the stairs and when they reached room 203, COnstance expertly scanned her card key and opened the door. Smelling the clean room. Constance looked at Katja, "Well here it is... I'm not going to sleep in this room tonight cause frankly, vampires can't sleep at all." said Constance.

[[ A year has passed... The seasons change...

[Katja Leona Lore]

x. Katja followed behind quietly, not saying a word the entire time. She seemed calm, but her mind was rushing with thoughts, and they began to overwhelm her. She glanced at the clerk at the front of the hotel, not thinking twice about him. She kept a hand on her dogs head, letting him guide her after Constance. She nodded slowly when Constance spoke to her, stepping into the room. The look in her eyes was dazed, blank, and hurt. She sat on one of the beds, and looked at the floor.

xx. She slowly trailed her hands up her arms, barely able to keep herself from scratching her skin. "I just...don't understand...was his life with his only daughter so bad that he had to go...and take his life...? Or was moms death still clear in his mind as his and hers both are in mine...?" she was talking to herself now, shaking her head every so often. "Why did he do this to me...?" she whispered, tears falling from her eyes once more. "He knew...that if I lost him to his own hand...I'd soon follow..." she whispered quietly, now to herself.

xxx. Kayden looked startled, and fear rolled off his white pelt in waves. "Suicide...she's talking about her own suicide..." Kayden say now, whimpering at Constance. His paws shifted uneasily on the floor, and he moved to Katja, licking her cheek. Katjas hand rested on his head, patting him absentmindedly. He knew she was losing it. "Constance..." Kayden barked at the vampire.

xxxx. The kitten finally spoke for once. "You mean, she's planning on taking her own life Kayden?" the kitten mewed at the dog. Kayden nodded, "Yes Mystic." he answered. The kitten's fur fluffed out, and she looked like a little black fluff ball now. She seemed scared. She only looked maybe 3 months old. So she was pretty small yet. The kittens deep violet eyes looked up at Constance now.

xxxxx. Katja stood up now, heading towards the bathroom. "I need a bath..." she whispered, now seeming down to Earth. Truth was, she needed a way to wash the images of her father from her mind now. She seemed on edge and ready to snap as she passed the female vampire.

[*Lindsey*Allen**]

- [[ Please just don;t play with me..

- Constance looked at Katja, her ears perked up for any sounds that might signify any dangers. Constance stuffed her hands into her pockets. Constance knew that many humans are pathetic, killing themselves and such, thinking they have no reasons to live in this life. Even though Constance has a purpose in this world. Constance's ear perked up at the hint of Katja's suicide. Constance looked at Katja, she knew it was wise not to say anything. But she heard Kayden bark at her. 'I know... We'll have to just see... If she does it... I will stop her..."

[/b] said Constance silently to Kayden and the small kitten. Constance was just about to stop Kayden but she decided it was best for her to ponder in her thoughts. Constance stood on gaurd, ready to act if she heard any sounds that might signify Katja's suicide.[/blockquote]

[Katja Leona Lore]

Katja breathed in slowly as she closed the door behind her. She moved very slowly towards the sink, and stood with her hands on the edge of the ceramic. She breathed in heavily, collapsing to her knees as she felt the sorrow of both her parents death hit her like a brick to the chest. She held her chest, silent sobs knocking through her body. She couldn't scarcely breathe, and was having a very hard time in doing so.

She focused hard enough on the mirror, to find she'd brought her medication with her. She grabbed her bag, and opened it, her hands shaking. She grabbed her inhaler, and put it to her mouth, pressing it a few times. When she could breathe again, she sighed softly. Her head was pounding, and throbbing. She groaned softly. She took some aspirin out, a few too many, and grabbed a glass of water. She swallowed them and then ran the bathwater.

When it was warm enough, she undressed and let herself sink into it's warm depths. She breathed heavily, feeling dizzy as the medicine began to kick in. Maybe just a little bit too hard...or a lot...

[*Lindsey*Allen**]

- Constance looked ahead of her, her back against the wall next to the door that led into the bathroom which Katja was currently in. Her highly acute ears heard Katja collaspe to her knees. Constance was about to slam down the door when she heard her breath become uneven like she was choking for the air but she managed to get it back to regular rhythm. Her lavender purple eyes looked at Kayden and the kitten. Katja was lucky to have animals that is truely loyal to her. Not many animals were loyal to humans. Constance began to play with the wall, her fingernail digging into the surface and she made some strach marks. Not many people would be able ot notice it. They would just simply think that it was some sort of a cat stracthing at it. Constance did not breathe. She didn't need to breathe, she just breathe when she can blend into among the humans. Constance was still on guard for any dangerous signs of Katja killing herself.

[Katja Leona Lore]

x. Katja began to feel incredibly dizzy, and turned the water off. She rested her head in her hands, breathing very heavily. She felt a headache come on, and held back a whimper of pain. Overdose of aspirin, which she was alergic to. Nice thing to die to. Besides the pain, the lack of oxygen she could get into her longs, and the constant shaking of ler limbs. She began to feel scared. Terrified she was going to die this way. Shepressed her palm to her forehead, and gasped to catch air now.

xx. Kayden suddenly rushed at the door, barking and scratching at the wood. "She's done it. she's done it." he was barking over and over. Mystic jumped off Kayden, and padded quickly to a corner, where she hunkered down, and folded her ears to her head, hissing with terror. Their master was dying.